aft dnt paper go home.. kos mrs abdul mayb treatin us for dinner.. aft tt i go parklane play dota w jo dey al til next dae.. ton there lo.. =) tt shld b it.. den de rest of de days dunno le..
now was kinda sad.. kos havin probs w her.. i should sae is my fault.. kos as Os and family stuffs.. i tend to b over sensitive and think too much.. when i noe tt she luvs mi bud i tink she is not.. which make us both suffer.. durin de Os.. she was cold to mi.. kos she wan mi to focus on studyin and not on de r/s.. tts y.. bud is hard.. when i havin Os.. de stress and everiting.. i nid her.. i reali do.. de last few daes even worst.. kos is lik she dun kare mi... she dun msg mi as much as last time and stuffs.. i sen her al those lovin msg den she jus reply it w a cold ohs.. ok.. orh.. i feel so.. arg.. she is jus v impt to mi.. im jus scare to lose her.. kos i luv her.. and when u reali luv de person and de person aint givin a dam bout u.. u wil go crazy and anyhow tink.. for mi.. im a person whereby i onli feel luv when de opposite affirm their luv by words and action.. den i wil feel love and secured.. and oso shower mi lots of kare.. i dunno wad to do alrd.. al i noe is.. i jus simple luv her.. ystd she sae mayb we jus dun mit or wad.. let each other cool down first.. and i agreed to it too.. so now.. lik tt lo..
so tts all.. i m wonderin.. wad is luv to diff ppl? mayb to sum is? or wad? i shall do a survey on my next post.. yea.. so tmr last dae... alot ppl r happy.. bud im not tt happy.. kos i do not hav her to share my joy with.. aft Os so? i oso dun hav her to go out w mi.. cant share my feelings w her.. i wan mi n her to b back to last times.. de happy times.. de 'siao' times.. i nid her more than aniting else.. i jus wan her by my side.. to share w mi my everiting.. and i jus wa nby her side.. =(
hope aft a few days we wil b ok.. hope.. hai
francisim~
be with you forever